Tim Amsden

 

 

 

 

The Pond at Plum Thicket Farm

When we were kids we’d sit at night

beside the pond among the willows,

lantern hissing as fishing lines ran

past shallow weeds to deep dark

where baited hooks waited for smooth black

catfish and mounded snapping turtles

the size of steering wheels.

 

Decades later my father

and his melanoma lay at night

in the house beside the pond,

his back turned to mother as

he stared at a bright dial and

listened to romance through

a thin wire.

 

When my mind wanders

the stony field of my father’s death

it doesn’t go to the final place

but into those nights where mother and father lay,

she in her gray dream or feigning sleep

while she watched his death approaching,

he listening through an earphone to voices from far cities

in that small dark room beside the pond.

 

To this day I sometimes dream of a gray night

and a flat black lake filled with huge slick fish,

and I and my father cast to them

and laugh with the joy of catching.