Zeina Hashem Beck

 

Here is the small leftist pub,

alongside the small whorehouse

where the old woman gathers her fat in a chair

and promises cab drivers a good time

with the worn beauties inside

leaning topless on the bar,

leaning

on the pile of waste that is their lives.

Here is the small leftist pub,

where the grey man smiles

and plays the oud

(could wood and strings reach the soul like that?)

he sings,

and his rough voice sinks

into us like a rock,

Umm Kulthoum and Fairuz and Abdel Wahab,

ya leil ya ein,

the most famous words of our language,

ya leil ya ein

and we clap and dance and hope

the term papers will write themselves,

here is the small leftist pub

and another,

and another.

 

Here is the restaurant,

where Nagham the waitress knows we have

lots of lemon in our lentil soup,

and lots of cigarettes in our pockets,

and tells us to smile, smile, smile,

“because smiling is such, such, a nice thing to do,”

and the black kohl on her eyes is thicker than

memories and Turkish coffee

and darker than

the streets outside.

 

Here we are,

drinking sunset and soup again,

drinking time away again,

time that vanishes like a small white cloud

in a blue-sky day,

in Hamra street,

here’s to another day in Hamra,

and another,

and another.