Helicopter, poem by Dave Lordan

      A tomboy
      always climbin trees and walls
      scrobbin apples
      robbin nests
      the likes that got herself into trouble
      with the priests and the nuns and the guards
      and the people who counted their apples

      She couldn't care less
      not a bit
      for all the warnings
      for all the hidings from her father
      even the scalding print of my hand
      across her back over and over
      couldn't stop her
      doing what she wanted to do

      She just kept on climbing like a squirrel
      a spider
      a monkey
      a great amusement for the soldiers in the barracks
      who used to joke she was just what they needed in the army
      with her long white legs
      and her spindly fingers
      and her hair cut short
      and the way she could take all the knocks and the falls

      like one of us the soldiers said
      falls down and gets
      straight back up again
      dusts herself off and on to the next thing
      like one of us
      when the helicopters came
      the commotion
      the wind and the dust like one of Moses' plagues
      there was no end to the pleading
      Mammy Mammy Mammy
      Mammy please Mammy please Mammy
      I'll be good forever
      I'll be good till I die
      Mammy please mammy please mammy please

      so i let her off
      i let her off for a ride with the soldiers
      in the bastarin helicopter
      not once or twice
      but maybe a dozen times
      that one of them called to the door for her
      a dozen helicopter rides
      with soldiers
      dressed up to play war in their armour
      a dozen times a little girl taken
      away alone into the sky
      a dozen times I let her
      be held in the shadows
      in the belly of that roaring monster

      so hot
      so cruel
      so loud
      so dark

      not even one of all the electronic eyes
      staring down from heaven
      could look
      at what was going on inside there


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