A child's room contains her history, poem published by Lynn Strongin

    Boxes of locked dolls.
    Metal tins.
    Sprockets & wheels, chains.

    Child's gothic cathedral
    Of stone-nests
    Feeling slightly Quasi-Modoish: Gold Dreams.

Sogni D'oro.

    Growth spurts
    Seasons of little
    Growing pale as lamps in water.

    The winter after polio
    Rimbaud's drunken boat
    The sea-waves of her bedroom lifted her up &

down

    Rose
    Cheeks

Burning, redgold hair, a cappelli rossi:

    First orgasms
    Under nun-white
    Hospital sheets & gowns. Dawn the teal green

entry, glass, the coming in.

    Partial healing.
    A footprint of carbon.
    Clothed in a cloud

Day is the parallel bars:

    Nights
    Doing arabesques against spinal pain

    But what was that to the spinal tap
    The only child who had a lumbar puncture
    Without tears. At nearly seventy she

addresses sweetherat, her Saphho, lesbian dream freind:

You help Emma crop her cathedral; Emma who was head damaged.
When will you give off
Tracing Gothic arches

Flying buttresses, blueprints for infill, restoration. What can be restored? Only re-sorted.
Come to me at twilight
With bits of her broken Roman arches in your hands.

Wear your top hat
You run a risk
Cresting the hill: to collate things

    Walking the thin wooden trestle above the church school, the

cathedral debris, archangels with snub noses & stub-wings:

    You'll be fine if you don't look down.



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